Days -4, -3, -2

Tired. so tired. I have been napping a lot. I used to be the kind that could absolutely not sleep during the day. But I am so tired now that I close my eyes and it’s lights out. It is a welcome change really.

I have been getting blood work done everyday per protocol and my immune system was at a grand ‘0’ after one day of chemo. That is earlier than most patients and could explain the tiredness, but then again chemo is supposed to make you tired anyhow. The cocktail of meds being pushed into me is dizzying to remember, so I have lost track of what is being given. Just being a good patient, taking all my meds, with please and thank you.

Today is the last day of chemo ! YAY ! this means all my rouge cells are gone. Gone and goodbye and please never come back.

Tomorrow will be one more day of rATG. And maybe I will start to feel less sleepy. It almost feels like I am watching static on TV and I could definitely use some color tomorrow.